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SARANAGATI
SRI RAMANASRAMAM
APRIL 2025
VOL. 19, NO. 4

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Dear Devotees,

As we near the end of the month of March, renovations are underway in Sri Ramanasramam in preparation for the upcoming Mahakumbhabhishekam scheduled to take place on the 18th, 19th and 20th of August this year.
In this issue, we conclude the life story of Seshadri Swami, who had a deep reverence for the young Ramana and sent many devotees to him on the Hill (see p. 3).
In Ramana Reflections, we are presenting a postscript to the series concluded last month on the veils of ignorance and a closer examination into their source and causes (see p. 10).
For videos, photos and other news of events: https://www.gururamana.org.org or write to us at: saranagati@gururamana.org. For the web version:
https://www.sriramana.org/saranagati/April_2025/.

In Sri Bhagavan,
Saranagati


Table of Content


Calendar of Ashram Events

2nd April (Wed) Jagadish Swami Day
17th April (Thu) Chadwick Day
6th April (Sun) Punarvasu
25th April (Fri) Bhagavan’s Aradhana/Pradosham
10th April (Thu) Pradosham
11th May (Sun) Full Moon
12th April (Sat) Full moon
12th May (Mon) Full Moon Sri Chakra Puja
14th April (Mon) Tamil New Year/Nirvana Rm Chanting
21st May (Wed) Mahapuja

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Seshadri Swami (part III)
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The relationship between Seshadri Swami and Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi was one of the most mystically charged and spiritually luminous in  Tiruvannamalai's  modern  history.  Though differing in outward demeanour—Seshadri wild and unpredictable, Sri Ramana silent and still—they were, in essence, two radiant manifestations of the same Supreme Self, even if, by everyone's estimation, including Seshadri Swami himself, Bhagavan Sri Ramana was the true elder, spiritually speaking.

Seshadri frequently directed seekers to the young Ramana, recognizing that their souls were being called to his silent presence. On one occasion, the Ramana devotee Somasundara Swami found himself confused about whether to go up the Hill to see Bhagavan. Without even being asked, the nearby Seshadri, reading his thoughts, commanded him with urgency: "Go, go, go to Ramana. Do not stop here." That very night, Somasundara arrived at Ramana's ashram at 1 a.m., his doubt dispelled.

Another Ramana devotee, C.K. Subramania Sastri, once took a Ganja-laced herbal intoxicant that disturbed his mind. Prostrating before Seshadri in distress, he was shocked when Seshadri rebuked him: "Didn't I tell you not to use that?" Subramania Sastri immediately recalled that it had been Bhagavan Ramana who had warned him against using the intoxicant, and not Seshadri. Thus, he understood that Seshadri was connected to Bhagavan Ramana in some mysterious way.

In 1908 at Mango Tree Cave, Seshadri sat before Bhagavan Ramana in silence, and wanted to know what was going on in the Sage's head and set about to read his mind. This was something he was good at, as many have testified. But after a prolonged gaze, he exclaimed, "It is not clear what this person is thinking!"

Bhagavan Ramana responded with a question that pierced duality: "Who is the one who worships, and who is the one worshipped?" What followed was an hour-long exposition on the nature of non-duality. Seshadri listened intently and finally said, "All that is dark to me. I, at least, worship." He then bowed deeply to Arunachala and departing.

Though often dismissed by learned pundits as a madman, Seshadri occasionally revealed a rarefied non-dual wisdom. When mocked by a scholar who claimed Seshadri wouldn't attain jnana in seven lifetimes, he later remarked, "If while tasting food, you know who it is that tastes, then you have known Brahman."

There were other moments, seemingly light-hearted but deeply philosophical. Once, a man found Seshadri staring intently at a buffalo. He asked the swamigal why this buffalo had caught his attention. Seshadri retorted, "A buffalo? Call it Brahman." He then walked away. Seshadri also guided those drawn to Bhagavan Ramana. When the contractor Venkatarama Iyer considered visiting the Maharshi, Seshadri encouraged him: "Seeing the Maharshi cleanses the mind of sin." Iyer followed his advice and became a devotee of Bhagavan Ramana.

In the years after Bhagavan moved down from the Hill, Seshadri frequently visited Sri Ramanasramam. In 1928, when the new sofa was presented to Bhagavan, and devotees urged him to sit on it, the Maharshi responded, "Do I not know this is for me? Am I like Seshadri Swami who has forgotten his body?" Such a statement could be seen as a tribute to Seshadri's detachment from bodily identity, something which Maharshi too had mastered.
Devotee Lakshmi Ammal once met Seshadri after years of serving Bhagavan. She stood silently before him, inwardly contemplating her Ramana. Seshadri turned to her and said, "Whether there or here, it is the same."

Kavyakantha Ganapati Sastri sat by when visitors came to see Seshadri and would mischievously ask, "Why did you come here to see this madman?" If the visitor retorted with deep devotion to Seshadri, he would reveal his own true respect for Seshadri.

The Muni described Seshadri as a master of awakened Kundalini and said that he was endowed with  'extraordinary  perception'.  He  illustrated Seshadri's uniqueness by recounting two interesting incidents. During a ten-day lecture series on the Divine Mother at a local choultry, the Muni was gifted Rs. 50 by the audience. At that moment, Seshadri happened to appear. The Taluk Board President, Venkatasubba Iyer, placed the donation in Seshadri's hands. When Seshadri inquired about the money, Iyer simply said, "It's in your hands now; do as you please." Without hesitation, Seshadri gave the amount back to the Muni and cryptically remarked about Muni's son Mahadevan's upcoming marriage—something only known to those who had been present at the lecture. This indicates Seshadri's ability to know things at a distance.

On another occasion, Ganapati Sastri and a friend were discussing the formation of the Sri Ramana Samithi and had just decided to inform Bhagavan Ramana. On their way up the Hill, they encountered Seshadri Swami, who immediately said, "Ah, so you're starting a Sangam (samithi)? Go ahead." The idea had been conceived only minutes earlier—another affirmation of Swamiji's inner vision.

Legends of Seshadri's Blessings
Seshadri's grace was not confined to ashrams and seekers. They flowed into the everyday lives of townspeople—merchants, policemen, schoolteachers, laborers, and even prostitutes. His every action, whether benevolent or seemingly harsh, carried hidden grace.

In the bustling markets of Tiruvannamalai, Seshadri's arrival would trigger hushed anticipation. Merchants would line up, hands folded, hoping he would step into their shop. If he did, they considered it am auspicious moment. He might scatter rice or toss coins, upset baskets, or laugh aloud. Yet they knew that day their profits would soar. His presence, though chaotic, was prosperity incarnate. Shops displayed his photo and camphor was daily lit in his honour.

His favourite haunt was the shop of Muthiyaalu Chettiar, a generous merchant who sold temple camphor at a loss and never dismissed his otherwise dishonest staff. Seshadri would toss Chettiar's sugar, rummage in his drawers, throw out his coins. Chettiar never stopped him. In return, he amassed over Rs. 7–8 lakhs—an enormous fortune in those days.

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Once, Seshadri poured an entire tin of ghee on the street. The next day, Chettiar recovered Rs. 750 from a defaulter. Another time, Seshadri tore a gold- threaded cloth and tied it to a calf. That day, Chettiar earned Rs. 2,000 unexpectedly.

Even the marginalized received his grace. Alamelu Ammal, a prostitute, once bowed before him under an Iluppai (soap nut) tree. He placed a dried chrysanthemum flower on her head. Within a week, she was taken under the wing of a wealthy benefactor. On the other hand, when people mocked or insulted Seshadri, the results could be dire. A mango seller with several cartloads of mangoes ready for sale was absent when Seshadri arrived and picked up some fruit. A new servant, unaware of Seshadri's stature, snatched it back and scolded him. Seshadri quietly left. The entire stock of mangoes soon spoiled, infested with worms, emitting a foul stench. The incident spread like wildfire through the town. The merchant, upon returning, realized the blunder and reprimanded his staff.

On another occasion he conferred a blessing on Sivaprakasa Mudaliar, a police Sub-inspector. His salary was Rs. 70 per month. One day he was in his uniform and proceeding to the house of the circle inspector. On the way he encountered Seshadri, who asked if he was willing to accept Rs.10, if given him. Sivaprakasa Mudaliar replied that his boss was angry with him and, therefore, would not give him promotion. Seshadri told him "Never mind if your boss will not give you promotion; I am offering you promotion". Mudaliar extended his hand to accept it. Seshadri removed Mudaliar's headgear and put it on his head and garlanded him with his shoulder cloth. Both proceeded to the Inspector's house. The Inspector's wife told Mudaliar, "From today your good days have come. Your salary will be raised". Seshadri laughed. Within three days after the above incident, Mudaliar got his increment of Rs.10 above his salary of Rs. 70/.

We saw in the first segment how Venkatarama Iyer, a teacher at the Danish Mission School, had been suspended and unpaid for three months due to internal politics. Everyday, he continued going to school, though he lived under the shadow of impending dismissal.

One morning, as he prepared to leave home, he saw Seshadri near the Bhuthanarayanar Temple. With humility, he removed his sandals and prostrated before him. As he rose, Seshadri struck him lightly on the head with the very same sandal — a puzzling act that left the teacher speechless.

At school, Iyer saw an official-looking envelope on his desk. Expecting the worst, he opened it with dread—only to find that he had been promoted to Headmaster. Shock turned to joy, and Iyer realized the "beating" was a blessing. From then on, he rose in life, eventually building his own two-storeyed home and living in comfort—ever grateful for Seshadri's unconventional yet powerful grace.

Even simple labourers felt his touch. A 15-year-old boy picked up a mango seed discarded by Seshadriji. Angered, the saint beat him. A month later, the same boy reappeared in clean clothes, with a wristwatch and job.

Seshadri's mystery ran deep. Once in the early days, when no one knew who he was, he stood in the centre of town and shouted with full voice, Vitoba poraan! Vitoba poraan! ("Vitoba is leaving, Vitoba is leaving.") Later, news came that the nearby saint named Vitoba had passed away in Polur. Locals realized Seshadri had known it the moment it happened. This was when his reputation began to grow.

Legends abound. Seshadri was reputed to have been seen in multiple places simultaneously, to have summoned rains on demand, healed diseases, and described distant events with uncanny accuracy.

Seshadri also uttered strange phrases that baffled listeners: "If you sleep, there is pancake, vadai, a cart after cart carrying corpses." Or "A widow swings on a swing. What can Adi Shankara or Thayumanavar do?" These cryptic sayings carried veiled insights for those attuned to him.

Conclusion
To truly understand Seshadri Swami, one must go beyond appearances. His outward madness veiled an inner brilliance. His actions seemed eccentric, yet each bore the imprint of spiritual depth. Whether blessing a merchant or chastising a seeker, his every gesture was steeped in grace.

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He once told T.V. Subramania Iyer, that there were three lingas in Tiruvannamalai: Arunachala, Maharshi, and himself. Even after Seshadri's demise on 4th January 1929, his presence endured. Bhagavan Ramana had a dream after Seshadri's demise of Seshadri being shaved. Bhagavan approached him and patted him. Seshadri looked up and embraced him.

During Seshadri's interment, Ramana stood silently all the while, honouring a great soul.

In the end, one worshipped, and one remained still. But both led countless beings toward the Self. An epitaph to Seshadri's life reads:

Maharishi Ramana Prarthya Mahaneeya Nijasthitihi "One whose lofty state was praised even by Maharishi Ramana." * (This article is freely adapted from Seshadri Swami of Tiruvannamalai, S.A. Subramanian, 1998, and from the Ashram literature.)
(series concluded)

Bhagavan’s Handwriting: O God Supreme! Sannidhi Murai, v. 154


Ramana Maharshi

avanavan enru ōvātu ararru vatinum,
civancivan enru ōtal cirappām parāparamē.

Oh, Supreme God! Rather than ceaselessly lamenting as
“He”, “He”, it is nobler to keep chanting as "Siva", "Siva".



Events in Tiruvannamalai: Silkeborg High School Field Trip

Ramana Maharshi

Students Kenya, me for 10 from Silkeborg Højskole in Jylland, Denmark have been making various study trips: Norway, Balkan, and South Korea. In recent years, Tiruvannamalai has been on their programme and they co days each year. When they return home, they are obliged to give a presentation of their study trip to other students at the school. During the recent trip to India, they wrote up their reflections on what they had experienced and how they might be able to relate it to their everyday life. —


Upcoming: Sri Ramanasramam Mahakumbhabhishekam, August 2025

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What is Kumbhabhishekam and Why is it Performed?
According to Agamic tradition, maintenance divine power in any temple is assured by regular renovation,, consecration and rededication in what is known as jeernoddhaarana kumbhabhishekam. As shrines are sacred places, the range of activity in or near sacred sites is limited to prescribed forms of worship. Regular cleaning and ritual bathing is part and parcel of the life of the temple but repairs involving extensive work, specialised equipment and craftsmen may only be done at times set aside for such activities. When kumbhabhishekam is  forthcoming,  the  temple priests hand over the temple to sthapatis (temple architects) who set about making repairs. Periods of such renovation are not firmly fixed but should generally take place once every twelve years.

During renovation, the spiritual functioning of the temple is effectively forestalled, and work goes on in an intensive way for weeks, months, or in some cases, years, and involves large numbers of workers.

Installed within, at the base of every deity or linga, is a yantra which is considered to be integral to the spiritual efficacy of a shrine. In the event of erosion or damage caused by leakage over the years, the bijaaksharamantra inscriptions on the yantras within may become sullied, losing their spiritual potency. In such cases, cleaning or replacing the yantras and reinstalling the icon or linga is called for. The process of  fastening an icon to its peetham or base is called ashthabandhanam ('eight' + 'binding'). This is the same name of the adhesive used in the process, a natural paste prepared in a ritually prescribed manner and composed of eight herbs mixed with beeswax, limestone powder, tree resins, ochre dye and butter. The paste is applied at the base of the icon or lingam in order to make it impermeable to liquid.

At Ramanasramam all murtis must be resealed at least once in twelve years according to agamic demands, as the ashthabandha material over time may become brittle and cracked, allowing dravyams or offerings to percolate to the base of the icon. Ramaneswara Mahalinga, by contrast, received swarnabandhanam, a seal of gold, which is more durable and is, according to the agamas, valid for up to one hundred years.

Other key points are the gopura (temple towers) and vimanas (the domes above central shrines). Vimanas are especially crucial to the vital functioning of a temple, as the divine power of the deity or linga below is said to emanate through these domes. When the temple is viewed as a human form, the vimanam is the head. Vimanas are crowned with special coronal 'pots' called kalasa which require periodic care. A vimana without its sacred kalasa signals a temple that is defunct and thus powerless to function efficaciously. Thus, proper care and protection of a temple's vimanam and its kalasa is critical.

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Kalasa may become tarnished over time and thus will need polishing. Repairs are made to the stucco iconography on the four facets and corners of the vimana followed by painting. Once repairs are completed, the temple grounds are handed over to the temple priest and purohits, who then carry out agamic and Vedic rites in the yaagasaala, the hall constructed for the performance of yagnas, pujas and other rites for the rededication. Rites commence with mangala vadyam and with anunya, where formal permission is taken from assembled purohits to perform the rites. Puja to Ganesha, the initiator of enterprises, and to Vaastu Purusha, the Lord of construction, are then performed. Rakshokhana homam is performed to dispel asuric forces.

As it is the generative power of the earth that produces and sustains all creation, this creative aspect is worshipped by putting earth in nine clay pots dedicated to nine griha-devatas, in which the seeds of nine dhaanyas (grains) are sprouted. Brass pots placed on the altars in the yagasala are filled with water sanctified by the power of the mantras performed during the days of yagasala pujas. Before each altar is a homa kunda (fire pit) where agni is worshipped by offering various items to the devas.

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After planting the nine seeds, transference of the spiritual power of the bimba (murthis) in the temple to the pots is performed in a rite called kaalaakarshanam. The water-filled brass pots which usually contain sacred water from holy rivers like the Ganga, Yamuna, and Kaveri or Manasarovar Lake, are placed near each murti within the temple. Their power is ceremonially 'transferred' by purohits repeatedly touching alternately the deity and pot with a ceremonial grass fibre wand. The pots are then moved to the yagasala in procession (ghatasthaapana). Now all is ready to begin the first of a series of kaala yagasala pujas, and the homa fire is lit by natural means through the friction generated by a spinning spindle of wood.

After all yagasala pujas are completed, a ceremonial rope of natural fibres, the 'silver wire', is extended from the temple murtis out to the yagasala altars, transferring power from the pots to the deities. Purohits enter the shrines with the wooden offering ladles used for the homas, and touch each of the temple deities six times. Thus the power of the numerous offerings, prayers and mantras infuse the murthis. All pots are then transported in procession (yatra dhanam), some to the vimana above the temple for kumbhabhishekam and others to the murthis within for mahabhishekam. On the final evening, ladies immerse the nava dhanya sprouts in a pot of water and dance around it in song.

After the great event, special daily puja is performed for one mandala (40-48 days). On the last day of this period, a special rite called mandala abhishekam is performed. Mahakumbhabhishekam may be marked each year for several years by the annual samvatsara abhishekam. —


Events at Sri Ramanasramam: Sri Vidya Homa

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In March 1953, Major Chadwick helped initiate regular performance of the Sri Chakra Puja. One year later, an elaborate day-long fire-ceremony was performed to commemorate the event and to rededicate the inner sanctum of the Mother’s Shrine. Since then, the Sri Vidya Havan has been an annual event and takes place on the first Friday of the Tamil month, Panguni. This year’s Sri Vidya Homa was performed on Friday, 21st March.


RAMANA REFLECTIONS

Piercing the Veils of Ignorance Postscript
RAMANA REFLECTIONS
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In the previous issue of Saranagati, we concluded a two-part series on ignorance. Yet, following the second part's publication, it became clear that key themes remained unaddressed. Specifically, we had not adequately explored the nature of maya and the veils—why they arise, how they function, and how we might effectively pierce through them. Nor did we examine more fundamentally the ultimate nature of ignorance and why it exists instead of knowledge. Is ignorance simply a condition that befalls us, or are we complicit in its arising? What are its roots and causes, and why does it persist? These are the questions to be explored in this postscript.

In the earlier segments, we traced the arc from ignorance to clarity through Bhagavan's teachings. We saw how his silent gaze conveyed a mind free of delusion, radiating a perfect love born of non-separation. In contrast, our own lives are governed by a deep-rooted ignorance that conceals the truth and projects illusion. Rooted in ego and layered with samskaras, ignorance creates the illusion of a separate self and gives rise to maya, distorting our perception.

Blind faith, magical thinking, and self-preferential assumptions are among the ego's many disguises, replacing surrender, whereas Bhagavan's vichara nudges us toward the root of thought. Our healing arises, Bhagavan tells us, not by outward feats or inherited beliefs, but through the inward unmasking of ignorance through enquiry.

Bhagavan's teaching remains emphatic: liberation is not attained through knowledge alone but through direct seeing within and the wisdom born of the clarity such seeing brings. Our true home is not in outer forms but in inner stillness, where ignorance falls away and only the Real remains.

The Nature of Maya
Bhagavan tells us maya is what is not.1 But what does this mean? And how did we come to put our faith in what is not?

Tradition tells us that maya is the source of the veils, the Supreme's mysterious sakti, composed of the three gunas. Though beyond being and non-being, form and formlessness, sakti is known through the ever-changing universe. Her three modes are: 1) rajas or activity, the source of desire, restlessness, and bondage; 2) tamas or inertia, which veils the truth, leading to ignorance, confusion, and spiritual blindness; and 3) sattva or clarity, which in purity through faith, devotion, and inner peace reveals the Self. The Mahabharatha comments:
It is not the fault of maya but my fault, that looking away from God I became attached to maya.

Bhagavan sums up:
Maya is that which makes us regard as non-existent the Self, the Reality, which is always and everywhere present, all-pervasive and Self-luminous; and as existent, the individual soul (jiva), the world (jagat), and God (para) which have been conclusively proved to ever be non-existent.2

The Nature of the Veils
Maya is the cause of delusion, and, through its qualities, keeps one vainly dangling like a ghost, to quote the Vivekachudamani. The text adds:

If the veiling power is destroyed, the Self will shine of itself, and there will be no room either for doubt or obstruction. Then maya's projecting power will vanish. But the projecting power cannot disappear unless the veiling power also disappears. Only when the subject is perfectly distinguished from objects, like milk from water, will the veiling power be destroyed.3

Distorted Perception
The veiling and projecting power of ignorance is the most confounding of all obstacles on the spiritual path. The veils adapt to every historical time period, preventing us from detecting them in their many disguises.

Cognitive dissonance is the inner tension we feel when our actions, beliefs, or values are in conflict. It gives rise to moha—delusion—by prompting the mind to cling to false narratives that preserve a sense of coherence and self-worth. To avoid facing painful truths, we unconsciously distort perception, projecting a filtered version of reality shaped by fear and desire. This becomes a veil that conceals the Real and presents illusion as truth. In this distorted state, we confuse egoic constructs for authentic identity, and temporary comforts for lasting fulfilment. Thus, the unresolved conflict within becomes the seed of illusion, perpetuating the sense of separation, suffering, and a world seen through the lens of falsehood.

Strikingly, we can easily discern the delusion of others but cannot understand why they don't see it themselves. Our sight is clear because we have no personal stake in their delusion. But then we have to wonder about the times when we have a stake in the narrative at hand but cannot see it for what it is by virtue of our investment in it. Relatedly, we may notice that our eagerness to find fault elsewhere corresponds to the degree with which we have not yet adequately addressed the same fault within ourselves.

Very often we are critical of another's delusions in order to deflect attention away from our own. We self- define as ones who are aware of the ego's tricks, not recognising that such glowing self-assessments have an egoic origin.

Seeing through delusions is tricky because they do not reveal themselves. We have to assume that they are there everywhere and train our sight to look more closely.

This process is part and parcel of Bhagavan's vichara.

Wilful Self-Deception
Internal equilibrium is often preserved not by truth but by concealment. To feel well, we unconsciously filter reality, avoiding a clear view of what lies within. This avoidance is unconscious, is meant to protect us.

Driven by a deep need to preserve a sense of stability, we construct narratives that make everything appear acceptable. While self-deception may offer temporary relief, it generates unconscious conflict, as the truth we deny continues to press against the seams of our fabricated reality. Over time, internal dissonances can tax our vitality and intensify the sense of disconnection. The psyche, in striving to avoid inner disruption, paradoxically creates a more enduring fragmentation. True healing begins with honest self-confrontation and the courage to see clearly.

The Fortress
As described earlier, the veils of ignorance do not merely obscure reality. They are maintained by an unconscious effort to shield us from discomfort. In the face of painful self-reckoning, the psyche turns to surface-level experiences such as compulsive thought, intellectualization, entertainment, and aimless preoccupations. These are not incidental, but mechanisms designed to avoid the discomfort of depth in the face of an overactive mind. Bhagavan comments:

Concentration is putting off all thoughts which obstruct the vision of our true nature. All our efforts are directed to lifting the veil of ignorance. Now it appears difficult to quell the thoughts. But is there anything to think of ? There is [in reality] only the Self. The habit makes us believe that it is difficult to cease to think. When the error is found out, one will not be foolish enough to exert oneself unnecessarily by way of thinking. 4

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When we edge too close to uncomfortable truths, our defences are reactivated. Rooted in fear—the fear of facing what lies beneath the identity we have fabricated—the ego constructs a fortress of superficiality. Vichara is the means for dismantling it and revealing what is hidden beneath it.

Scaffolding Encasing the Heart
Ignorance is not random; it is supported by a scaffold of  strategies:  self-deceit,  denial,  externalization, sentimentality,  romanticism,  and  nostalgia.  Each mechanism  serves  to  insulate  the  ego.  Denial avoids our flaws, externalization shifts blame, and sentimentality covers over pain and discomfort with melodrama.  Romanticism  and  nostalgia,  honey- tipped and poison-rooted, glorify the past or future to escape the vexations of the present. They bring short-term satisfaction while directing us towards what is not, upholding the illusion of a small self.

As Bhagavan teaches, liberation arises not from constructing narcissistically indulgent narratives, but from dismantling them through inward honesty and persistent self-awareness.

The  Greek  root narkē means  numbness  or stupor,  from  which  we  derive  "narcotic"  and, etymologically, "narcissism." In this light, narcissism can be understood as a form of psychic anaesthesia, a numbing of the heart's capacity to feel, relate, and see clearly. Ignorance functions like a narcotic, where illusion  displaces  genuine  connection.  Bhagavan comments:
Illusion is itself illusory. Illusion must be seen by one beyond it. Can such a seer be subject to illusion? There are scenes on the screen in a cinema show. Fire appears to burn buildings to ashes. Water seems to wreck vessels. But the screen on which the pictures are projected remain unscorched and dry. Why? Because the pictures are unreal whereas the screen is real. Again, reflections pass through a mirror; but the mirror is not in any way affected by the quality or quantity of the reflections. So, the world is a phenomenon on [the screen of] a single Reality, which is not affected in any manner. Reality is only one.5

The Mirror of Disconnection
Exiled from our heart, we project dissatisfaction onto the world. We perceive our spouse, children, parents, colleagues, or society as inadequate or disappointing because we have not connected with the deeper layers of our own being. Life begins to appear flawed, undeserving of our full participation. This distorted perception stems from not having touched the deeper layers of our being where longing, vulnerability, and the capacity for genuine empathy reside. The shallow relationship to the heart reflects as criticism, blame, and cynicism. Our judgments of others mask unconscious judgments of self. What we find intolerable outside is often what we have not yet reconciled within. As we deepen the relationship with our heart, we find our vision clearing. Others appear more human, more tender, more real.

Disconnection from the heart creates a vacuum that the ego rushes to fill. It offers a false coherence, substituting roles and opinions for true being. Because the heart is not informing perception, the ego becomes the default interpreter of reality. Thus, ego as a defence arises not from evil but from avoidance—born of fear, separation, and the refusal to feel. In trying to avoid one or two problems, the ego creates a dozen. We blame the world, our loved ones, our circumstances. Yet the root of the problem does not lie outside us. If we give up the fool's game of concealing inner truth, we can begin to offer others what we had previously— perhaps, unfairly—demanded of them.

Belonging
If former generations experienced healthier com-munity and family life, in the collective psyche of the 21st century, concerns about belonging have moved to the fore. Our increasing longing to be seen and held within a social matrix speaks to a gradual decline in family and community life. When the need to belong becomes predominant, we may feel inclined to betray what we inwardly know to be true in order to maintain a sense of inclusion. But to live meaningfully is not to be accepted at all costs. Rather, it is to stand in what we know to be true, even when doing so may risk distance with another. True belonging arises not from conformity but from genuineness. In honouring what is true, we begin to heal the wounds of unworthiness and discover that real acceptance begins with self-acceptance.

The Highest Knowledge
The discovery we are seeking is to know the lay of the land within. True wisdom is not conceptual but experiential—direct  and  immediate.  Reading  the sacred text of the heart is made practicable through the lens of Bhagavan's enquiry. It reveals what is going on within at any given moment. Such knowing never grows old, never ceases to instruct, and never fails to yield insights. It allows us to observe the subtle currents of thought, emotion, desire, and fear that shape experience moment by moment. 6

Bathing in Enquiry
Of course, some devotees believe enquiry is only for advanced seekers. But this is a misunderstanding. If a bathing tank is not intended for those already clean, but for those who long to wash themselves, enquiry is for those who struggle, falter, and long for clarity amid the confusion.

What makes enquiry difficult? The veils—the inner resistances, fears, and denial that arise to preserve our constructed identity. They are not enemies. When approached in gentleness, they yield. Each act of honest seeing is a soft unveiling and with each unveiling, we become a little freer, a little lighter. Bhagavan comments:

Veiling is a characteristic of ignorance; it is not of the Self: it cannot affect the Self in any manner; it can only veil the jiva. The ego is insentient: united with the light of the Self. But the ego and the light cannot be seen distinct from each other; they are ever united. The mixed product is the jiva, the root of all differentiation. 7

Heart-Centred Enquiry
In imitating Sri Ramana through the practice of gentle enquiry, we mediate the clash between our need to belong and our yearning to live dharmically. When we turn inward with kindness rather than aggression, the heart opens naturally. On the other hand, if we approach enquiry like soldiers attacking a fortress, intent on vanquishing the enemy within, the ego will retreat, defend, or disguise itself more cleverly. The harder we push, the more deeply entrenched our inner defences will become. In contrast, when we meet contradictions— our hypocrisy, vanity, and insecurity—with curiosity and compassion, change becomes possible.

We hold space for what is misguided within us, not forcing the heart but allowing it to soften. We recall Bhagavan in the hall who by his kind presence never humiliated devotees for their shortcomings. His silence and the gentle tone of his soft words served as a mirror that revealed without attacking. His quiet affection allowed the real to surface without shame.

Enquiry, free of self-condemnation, is fruitful when the most unflattering parts of ourselves feel safe enough to be seen. This leads to the wisdom of accurately reading inner conditions. This is Bhagavan's path.

The Ramana Way
Sri Bhagavan followed this path and thus, embodied a life utterly free of inner contradiction. In him, the polarity between the need to belong and the need to be authentic had dissolved. He had nothing to prove, nothing to defend, and nothing to conceal, for the very sense of a separate "someone" had vanished. The usual tensions that animate the human psyche—between pleasing others and remaining true to oneself—found no foothold in him. There was no desire to belong because there was no inner exile; he was at home in the Self. Equally, there was no striving for any kind of perfection since there was no ego needing validation.

His presence radiated a peace unburdened by psychological conflict, a silence untroubled by self-concern. His clarity arose not from discipline or effort but from the complete absence of the self-image born of ignorance. Bhagavan is what remains when all the veils have fallen away.

Root of the Sting
Sri Ramana exemplifies cleaning up the mess within to open the path to the deathless. A proverb reads: the sting of death is born of transgression.8 In other words, the terrifying aspect of death is not the body's demise, as one would imagine, but rather all that remains unresolved within the heart. Transgression here does not refer only to moral infractions, but to our habit of routinely turning away from what is true, turning away from the heart's integrity, and from the principled voice of conscience. Each act of self-betrayal leaves a residue. The unexamined life accumulates inner debris. This is the source of the sting.

To be free of the sting is to face what we have long avoided. Each layer of earnest enquiry loosens ego's grip, and death loses its terror only when the heart is at peace.

Renouncing Scraps
If our hearts are not yet at peace and we remain unaware of the fact, it is because ours is the only life we have ever known.

In a forgotten alley, a small band of orphaned children scavenge for scraps. It is their way of life. But one day, one of them is taken in by a kind stranger who offers him a real meal—warm rice, fresh vegetables, spiced with care, served with love. As he eats, something changes in him. When he returns to his friends, he no longer hungers for scraps. To the others, it appears he has renounced scavenging. But for his part he has not renounced anything. He has simply tasted something real and has no yearning for the former way of living.

So too with us. Living for so long outside the heart, on the wrong side of the veils, we have learned to make do with the world's scraps—attention, status, distraction, and accumulation. But once having been taken in by the Sage, having tasted the stillness of the Self, we no longer crave for the world's illusions. There is no conscious decision to renounce the world. We simply stop mistaking it for home.

An old saying goes, the only thing you have to lose are your chains. In other words, the only thing we have to give up are the things that cause us misery.

Conclusion
In this series, we have been looking for the root mechanism behind ignorance, why it would arise in the first place and how it is sustained over an entire lifetime. The answer is simple: Ignorance is a necessary feature of the egoic endeavour to maintain the delusion of separateness. Ego by its nature must be concealed. It cannot bear the light of day. It cannot hold up under scrutiny. This is why Bhagavan's vichara is so effective. And why we do not want to practice it. Identified as we are with ego, which we call 'myself ', we instinctively avoid holding it up to the penetrating light of awareness. Ignorance represents all that is hidden within us, and we invariably conspire to support it in the interest of maintaining the status quo.

If the heart is the source of all karma, every thought, word, and deed originates there, shaped by intention and desire. When the heart is burdened by samskaras, the psyche is wounded. A wounded psyche flees from stillness, just as the ego hides from the light of awareness. The psyche turns to stimulation—words, noise, media, excess—to numb the ache. These are not mere habits; they are evasions—strategies for avoiding the uncomfortable task of turning inward. We revere our desires, whims and impulses, imagining they issue from the Self, imagining they are enduring and can lead us to fullness, and so follow them blindly, not recognising they lead nowhere except to disappointment and heartache. Bhagavan shows us where our true freedom lies:

Samadhi alone can reveal the truth. Thoughts cast a veil over Reality and so it cannot be clear in states other than samadhi…The Self is within the direct experience of everyone, but not as one imagines it to be. It is only as it is. Samadhi must be the natural life of every seeker.9

If stilling the mind is challenging, if excavating the heart is painful, if subjecting our egoic longings to Bhagavan's vichara is deeply uncomfortable, we recall a line that speaks to self-unveiling: The purpose of life is to be defeated by greater and greater things. 10

The heart, even when veiled, remembers. It knows. No distraction can silence its longing. Overcoming ignorance begins by turning inward and glimpsing the pristine realm behind the veils. Our greatest illusion and darkest ignorance is failing to see how separate we have become from ourselves and from the world around us, calling it 'myself ', as if this were how things were supposed to be.

Through the practice of vichara, silence, and stillness, we can begin to dissolve the veils, enabling the heart to return to its natural state—pure, pristine, whole, and free. —
(series concluded)


Similes from Bhagavan: The Rising Sun

Without desire, resolve, or effort, the sun rises; and in its mere presence, the sun-stone emits fire, the lotus blooms, water evaporates; people perform their various functions and then rest. Just as in the presence of the magnet the needle moves, it is by virtue of the mere presence of God that the souls governed by the three (cosmic) functions or the fivefold divine activity perform their actions and then rest, in accordance with their respective karmas. God has no resolve; no karma attaches itself to Him. That is like worldly actions not affecting the sun, or like the merits and demerits of the other four elements not affecting all pervading space. — Who Am I? §17


Sadhu Natanananda’s Upadesa Ratnavali §22

Jiva, the son, attaining to the Father, the Self

The son of God, the jiva, having forgotten his true state but eagerly enquiring within, "Who am I that is lamenting over the miseries of life?" will eventually realise his greatness, and learn that he is One with the Father, the Self. — GVK §407

Reaching the Self is termed as jiva attaining God. Due to forgetting the original state of Self, the jiva begins to consider himself the body only and thus becomes lost in misery. Owing to the Guru's grace, the jiva gains direct experience of the Selfhis natural stateand is thus known as the son becoming one with the Father.


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Best Shot: Bhagavan’s Kitchen

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A noteworthy aspect of Bhagavan’s daily routine at the Ashram was rising each day at 3 am to make his way to the kitchen to light the fire and chop vegetables for the morning meal. Just as the Old Hall is revered as a temple by devotees, Bhagavan’s kitchen is equally sacred. In his youth, Bhagavan’s family had maintained an open kitchen at Tiruchuzhi, and Bhagavan kept up this tradition. Visitors upon arrival at the Ashram would be urged to go to the kitchen and have their food. This was something that every devotee invariably longed for— not to fill their stomachs, but to fill their hearts with Bhagavan’s grace in the form of prasad. And what is his prasad but the dynamic embodiment of the awakening influence emanating from the Master. —



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Obituary: Smt. Sarada Joshi

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Smt. Sarada Joshi, born in 1943, was a regular visitor to Sri Ramanasramam for the past forty years. After her husband's death twenty years ago, she continued her annual visits at Jayanti time. Her focus was sitting in the Old Hall and doing giripradakshina as if prompted by some divine force. Recently, perhaps for the first time, she insisted to her family that they come and visit the Ashram, just for a day. She brought her two daughters and a fellow devotee. Even though coming on short notice, they were able to stay a day in the vicinity of the Ashram before returning to Bangalore for the night. On their way back to Dharwad, they boarded the night train on 9th March. Three hours later, Sharadamma left the body and merged at the feet of Sri Bhagavan. —


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